kinda just wana crawl in a hole and die. just so over it all. idk what it is im not sad I’m not angry im not frustrated i feel nothing, absolutely nothing. I hang out with basically no one, all i do is make music and i just sit in my stupid room. Dont get me wrong i love doing it but im just so over it. My life is as exciting as a saltine cracker. I wana go out a feel something…as i sit back on social media and watch as everyone else lives it the fuck up at college or whatever and im stuck sitting hunched over my computer while the glow of the screen keeps me up like a nightlight. When is it my turn to live it up? when do i get my chance to get butterflies in my stomach, or just do anything in general. Im just so done and just feeling hopeless.